For some strange reason, i chose not to sleep. Looking at courses online, watching the OC and painting my nails a nude light beigey pink suddenly seemed appealing. Coldplay has been on repeat, i must say they're awesome. Well of course they're awesome, i spent a bomb on not fantastically good seats to see them on the 23rd.


When zenn grows up i really hope his heart won't be broken by some bitch. But i don't know, we usually learn from our first loves don't we? Well i think some of us get it much worse than others. I think zenn's the kind of guy who would be all cool on the outside but only when he's with those he loves, will he reveal his sensitive side. He notices the new things i try with my make up (yes, my 11 year old brother), eg like new eye shadow colours and hues, the night before i got my results i was in the living room, being as stiff as stone and just staring into space. He came up to me and he said, "We'll always love you no matter what results you get", he hugged me and then he went to bed. The day i got my results, when i got back home at night, he gave me another hug and he said "you did really really well shann", and as he walked away, i actually saw tears in his eyes. How could i not tear as well? That boy is so sweet it aches.